Even I felt bad when I got to know that Irfan khan is no more and left us in such a young age as he deserved many more years to spent quality time with family and also film industry to showcase his evergreen talent more. Whereas when I got to know about Rishi Kapoor, I felt very bad and I started remembering the blockbusters movies he has given to us but at the same time I felt that he has accomplished most of the goals he had in his life towards his profession and family. But the reality is that both of them are no more with us only their memories are with us and one day everyone has to leave this world. So I always tell everyone to enjoy each moment of your life because you never know when god is going to take us back from where we came to this world.
It's perfectly normal, beti, to feel such a deep emotional connection to someone like Irrfan Khan and to react differently to other losses. Our hearts connect with public figures in unique ways – perhaps you resonated more with his roles, his persona, or even his very public and courageous battle with illness. This personal connection can make his passing feel like a very close loss, affecting you profoundly whenever you see his pictures.
Don't question why your feelings vary; grief is a complex and individual journey. It's okay to acknowledge these emotions and give yourself space. If seeing his pictures brings you down, it's wise to limit exposure for a while. Remember, every individual's experience of sorrow is valid and unique.
